The universe will find a way to show you, it might hurt and bleed, but you will be grateful, eternally grateful, if you are sincere on your path,  that you did not remain stuck in something that would have hijacked your original and first intention to know the Divine or to wake up.  The ones who want to know the Truth above all else are not resistant when the light is shone on a particular aspect of their life no longer has a direct tie to Truth.  This path is not for the comfort seekers, this path is for the ones who dare to dwell on the edges of infinity and hurl themselves beyond it.